Da ra da da :)

Its funny how you can be so impassive or even angry toward love, and then you here a precious love song, and your heart starts to flutter all over again. :)

Like this one...

Only Girl in the World--Boyce Avenue

I’m gonna love you, when the time is right
Be thinkin’ of you, every day and every night
To thank you so many in this world and someday I’ll make you be my wife
So every time we’re not together, I hope you know that you’ll be alright

‘coz I, I’m gonna make you feel that you’re the only girl in the world
Like you’re the only one that I’ll ever love
Like you’re the only one who knows my heart
Like you’re the only one that’s in command
Like you’re the only one who understands
How to make me feel like a man

And when you’re lonely, I’ll keep you company
Like this world is only make for you and me
And when it doesn’t feel right with another I hope you believe
That in a world of no lie, I will be the only one that you need

I’m gonna make you feel that you’re the only girl in the world
Like you’re the only one that I’ll ever love
Like you’re the only one who knows my heart
Like you’re the only one that’s in command
Like you’re the only one who understands
How to make me feel like a man

Da ra da da
Da ra da da
Da ra da da
Da ra da da

I’m gonna make you feel that you’re the only girl in the world
Like you’re the only one that I’ll ever love
Like you’re the only one who knows my heart
Like you’re the only one that’s in command
‘coz you’re the only one who understands
How to make me feel like a man

Da ra da da
Da ra da da

Oh..

Da ra da da
Da ra da da

yes. so that's precious. hmmm.. love. :)

i also decided today that I need to spend less time facebook creeping. it is a waste of life! fun.. but a waste of life. :) also, today dave kingrey told me that if I wanted to be a journalist, i was "a wonderful writer and would be a great journalist, you would bless everyone who read your works!" i love him. alot.  Also, today, after that, I  ran into Chelsea's dad Kevin in the library, and we had a nice little chat.  He told me that he was going to the Orthodox church in Wichita, and how they sing from 8:45 until 10:30, have a 20 minute message, then sing from 10:50-11! Its so nuts.  also, we talked about church history. :) so that was fun.

yesterday was Chels birthday, so we had a game night for her.  We played the game of things, which I was a noob at.  HA! one of the things that we had to answer was Something You Would NOT do at a Party. Of course, I put Chelsea. bahaha. :) anyways, then we went to her room and ate cookie dough and giggled giggled giggled. OH! and she had her new snoogle, and she said Hey! Wanna see me sleep with this? Like we would even want to watch her sleep. :) AND, we watched a funny video that said, "Skittales es.. really good." 

Also, today was a blustery, freezing, snowy day... so we slept through chapel until one, and then just went to one class and laid around. It was beautiful.  Sarah came in and giggled in bed with me right when I woke up.  And it was just a wonderful day of rest.  OOH! And Cara came in after dinner and "did homework" with us, we looked at her wedding dress and evaluated some engagement rings. :) I was at Emma's before, and Lindsay texted me and acted MAD! so I had to come back, but she was just kidding. Rude. 

Also, at work on Sunday, my friend Ashley told me about the song "Soon" by Brooke Fraser, and I LOVE it very much! One of the lines is "And I will be, with the One I love, With unveiled face I'll see Him. There my soul, will be satisfied.  Soon and very soon." mmm.. its so beautiful, and so true! God sees me for who I am, without a veil on my face or any covering I may put up. He sees only me, and He finds me beautiful and worthy to be loved.  When I am finally with Him, life will be perfect, He will complete me for always. I will never want or need, He will be my comforter and take care of me.  Not that He doesn't now.. but it will be SO. MUCH. BETTER. Better than anything I can ever imagine. 

P.s. I miss my family very very much...